Semester 5 Rewind!
Tuesday, February 5, 2019 3 unicorn(s)

Hola! I don't remember when was the last time I do blogging. Blog is the place where I can tell everything especially about my sadness, happiness, studies, secrets (haha!) and so on.

I know it's a bit late but 2018 recap? Just no. I tried to remember some moments but... my poor brain couldn't work properly hahahahahaha. I have three weeks of holiday and I added another week just because we don't have classes in the first week of school ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°). My head is only stuck with foods and sleep and... food. And that's the reason why I decided to write about my last semester's moments only. I don't think I have lots of 'scenes' happened but here are some teas (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ.

1. Went to a Light Festival

Since we didn't have anything to do in the first week, my housemates and I decided to hang out to eat seafood and visit the light festival. It's located at Oceanus, Kota Kinabalu. We went there on September 16th and it was the wrong decision ever but we're having fun a lot! There were too many people because it was the national day celebration. We went to the festival around 10 p.m. but there were still many people walked in and out from the mall.


2. Made a Funky Perfume

It was a big failed honestly but we're having fun a lot (HAHA). I wish for another opportunity like this in the future!

3. Bowling Time with Coursemates

Despite having a tight finals, we're still able to go and have fun because this is a very rare opportunity for my course. We have like 60+ students but most of us were sometimes not be able to go to such 'events'. I was not in a very good mood (having a mental breakdown for straight two months), but at least it gave me some pleasures (◕‿◕✿).

4. Crying Over Midterm Paper

HAHA this is so embarrassing! If you guys remember about the cheating story, yes, I am talking about that one. Some of my classmates were cheating during the exam and I was really sad. I feel like I wanted to kill myself just because I couldn't answer any of the questions. I knew it's quite absurd but I cried for straight 5 days just because of that haha! Plus, I was so mad to my group assignment members because they always do their parts at the last minutes. Fortunately, despite having those hardships, I was able to get B- (the lowest grade this sem) for the subject (YEAYYY  (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ ✧゚・: *ヽ(◕ヮ◕ヽ). I remembered I was studying hard for the finals because I thought I was gonna be failed! I DON'T WANT TO REPEAT ANY SUBJECT THOUGH.

5. Final Year Project Titles

It's really chaos when my classmates and I chose the FYP titles. I've thought about it for straight three weeks before that but I still wasn't able to choose the best one. My first choice was PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY because the previous titles (seniors') looks fun but then I suddenly remembered that I didn't like Physical Chemistry subject at all. So I changed my first choice to ANALYTICAL CHEMISTRY because I think it's the easiest among all chemistry subjects? But I 'was' good at ORGANIC CHEMISTRY SO I WAS REALLY CONFUSED? ༼ つ ಥ_ಥ ༽つ (help)

We still had like an hour before choosing the title but I was still confused. I was really afraid that I couldn't even eat at all since the day before. I was screwed up.

The email showed up and I quickly clicked and put my matric number on the title that I wasn't sure if I could do it which was analytical chemistry. But suddenly my matric number was erased by someone else and I was so mad. I was really panic. I wanted to delete hers but I thought that was evil ಠ_ಥ. So I just put my matric number somewhere else, where I didn't even sure about the topic was. I really wanted to cry but this is life hahaha! I thought I was screwed up, again. 

I thought it was a bad idea but I think my title is quite fun? It's in PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY category but okay... never mind. I was actually expecting a situation like this during the chaos. But it's okay, I believe I can do it though (ง'̀-'́)ง. My FYP is ended up at 46 which is Proximate Analysis of Desa Cattle Cheese Products. No bad huh?

I guess that's all my last semester recap haha! Yeah I have a really boring semester but this is me. If I were you, I would think the same. Well, welcome to semester 6 Lisa! I hope you're doing well and improve a lot! I wish you a happier life and you have to study harder than the last semester. I know studying can be depressing but I hate seeing you crying over stupid things. I hate seeing you sad with all the bad thoughts about killing yourself. I hate seeing you hurting yourself. I hate seeing you for not sleeping for few days. Studying is actually a fun process of growing up. I don't want you to feel regret soon. I just want you to enjoy this process and you will graduate with a relief feeling. Fightinggggg!

p/s : I don't wanna graduate yet (ಥ﹏ಥ) I'm afraid of working life.

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